When you are facing hard times, look at the situation in joy.
Find the bright side of it.
When you go through this time you will be stretched bigger by the Lord.
If you want to know what God wants you to do, it's simple, ask Him.
He will not be upset for your question.
Be sure you want the answer, do not be unready to hear His reply to your question.
Do not waver because you will go back & forth on what to do.
So keep your mind on joyful things while you face trials.
Be sure what you ask God is what you want an answer to.
(study of James 1:1-8)